the little riddles

That's right!!!!! Pink it is! It's a girl!!!! What am I going to do with a girl! I'm going to go crazy that's what... I feel I'll get a little carried away with the clothes and shoes and especially accessories but can you blame me? It's finally no more blue and time for Pink!! Besides everyone else is going to spoil her I might as well join in on the fun! If ya can't beat em join em! I am completely overcome with excitement!

I'm ready to die!!! Ok not exactly actually now into week 12 I am starting to feel better... But up until now death was very much a consideration of mine! This one was a total SUPRISE which makes Tahlae my favorite since he was the only planned child! I have been really sick but not near as bad as the first two... Haven't had to take any trips to the hospital for iv's with this one! And I have had an outpouring of love and support and service! For a while I had a different neighbor coming to my house everyday to help get my kids fed and dressed and then sometimes took them home with them to play. At least once a week someone came over to help clean the house and help with the laundry! We've had several dinners brought in as well! Lots and lots and lots of love and support! And then there's my husband! I honestly don't know what planet this man has come from! He is my rock my best friend and more recently my nurse and house maid as well. He has been working

So recently u felt Korlen needed the opportunity to start understanding money and buying things with money. There is so much to be said about this too! First off he learns hard work and patience. His task was to throw away dirty diapers. I didn't want to pay him for chores such as cleaning up toys. Things he should be going anyways and not rewarded for except for the joy in his heart I know all 3 yr olds get when they clean up their shiz! He also had to wait till little by little he got more money. I mean we go through a lot of diapers but it still takes time to add up. Then there's self respect and pride because he himself accomplished this. And gets to choose his reward. And then of course everything that comes along with understanding that the whole world runs off money and money runs off the work you do. And it you don't have enough money well tough crap! Right? Anyways he finally got enough for a shopping trip and I was brilliant enough to document these precious momen

So I think Tahlae has motion sickness. The last two times we have traveled to st george he has projectile vomited all over the place! Über nasty! This last time most of it got all over his brand new car seat. And since he had been drinking milk the whole way down im sure you can just imagine what it was he threw up! The smell was atrocious! Anyways it needed to be cleaned and I figured I'd clean korlens 2 yr old car seat as well! This morning I got them put back on in the living room an the boys thought it was so funny to have their car seats in the house they insisted on being strapped in. And after that I insisted that I had forgotten how to unbuckle them! Needless to say! I got A LOT done this morning! Genius? Well yes I guess so!!!!

Oh dear saints per service this learning never ends now does it. Once you get comfortable with one schedule your child up and changes and you must start all over again. And let's not even get started on figuring out the differences from one child to another! Korlen, now 3, is going to be the death of me. Honestly the day he turned 3 my life changed! He instantly turned into a very defiant child! What is with this sudden challenge in/with authority! One day he was the most obedient child that I actually barged about the next he woke up, was officially 3, and is a different person lol! With that said let turn to the issue at hand! NAPS! I mean really does it have to be so complicated. Here are my options. No naps means I don't get to nap either and I have to spend the entire day with him ( I'm sure that makes me sound like a terrible person but honestly every waking moment with one person let a lone a toddler that only wants to push my buttons is a little more then I can

BAHAHAHA so i havent posted in exactly 2years and 8days! wow I SUCK !! hope there are still ppl out there that care! life just got a little crazy! so here are the last 2 years in a nut shell! i got pregnant ... which if you know me well enough that kinda sums up about 4 months... its the same story really.. i wake up i puke i puke again and again.. about 30 times i go to sleep.. i cry and cry because i feel like such a bad mommy... korlen would beg me to get up off the couch and get him a snack and it was seriously so hard! He really learned how to fend for himself... lol times like these made me wish for family around to be at my beck and call!! seriously thoug! but we made it though.. i have an amazing husband that brought me breakfast in bed EVERY SINGLE DAY for the enitre pregnancy! what a life saver! I also had a lot better drugs this time! you know the kind they give to sick cancer patients of cemo! yup yup i took that and another drug every 3 hrs like clock work! serious drug ad

well i believe ive been away for far too long! my bad!! so i think i will get back in the swing of things! today is my day to commit! but its a short commit because this is it! i have a great life and i want to share it all with you :) love you all and im glad to say... ready or not here i come !